Weigh-In Wednesday

Ok, i am just going to get the "bad news" out of the way...........i stayed the "same" at tonight's Weight Watchers meeting!! I know i should be grateful that i didn't gain, but it is still a hard pill to swallow! I even let a women go ahead of me tonight, so i could weigh-in on scale #2. That was the "hot" scale last week, giving everyone weight loss #'s that they were not expecting. There was a part of me that thought "even though my scale at home hadn't budged that maybe just maybe the one at Weight Watchers would pull through again." NO SUCH LUCK!

So this is my 2nd "Weigh-In Wednesday" post and i really was hoping i would have been able to say that i had a total weight loss of -10lbs. I really have no one to blame but myself....i really have not been keeping track of my points for the last week or two. I was soo good the 1st week about writing every little thing down and then just........

Our meeting's "theme" for the night was "Movivation : Lost and Found" which is the truth. I found it and then lost it just as quickly!!! Now i am in the process of finding it again.......i am going to "vow" to write everything down all week!!
I feel that it gets very depressing realizing that even when i lose the weight i want to lose...( not sure what that number will be yet) that i can't go back to just eating what i want when i want...that i am going to have to live the rest of my life like this. I know it is a "life-style" change just need to find the way to accept it and move on!!!

Well, i will catch ya later....going go see if i can find that damn "Motivation"......"COME OUT, COME OUT, WHEREVER YOU ARE!!!!

thanks
xoxoxo